im in love that hurting myself

 ASSALAMUALIKUM 

just want to say i not really good right now 

the true is im in love with someone nih 

boleh kate cinta pandang pertama lah .

but tiap kali tengok die or ingt die i will also ingat kan ALLAH

i dont know why but its true .

u know what , cinta sebelah pihak lebih sakit dri putus cinta antara dua insan .

its hurting a lot .

what  why dont i just tell him 

it is complicated u know .

im scared bile aq bgtau die takot2 regang kan hubungan kami .

and im not the person yang boleh confess my love infront of the guy that i like or love .

my style is just keep quiet and just staring that guy from far away .

am i stupid sometimes i guess .

he very nice to me and he never say a words that will make me angry or sad or anything .

just happiness .

he always give me advise on study and also about islam .

but whats make me so hurt is when he tell me about his last love with another girl .

hati aq mase tu retak seribu .

yelah i know that u never mean to hurt me right .

and i just very good at acting .

i can hide my joyless face infornt of him .

sbb muke aq mse tu macm ni  ( happy giler kan . konon je tuh )

ya-Allah please bg aq semangat untuk tempuhi sume ni

pinjam kan aq kekuatan-Mu yaAllah

aq tak mintak lebih . just bahagia kan diri ini please

special for : sir M.A.F